You Happy and I am Happy

It is a new era to be a mom, like butterfly transformed from moth.
I never know that I could have this kind of feeling. All my happiness and sadness are so attached to my angel's moods. There's one in the world to depend and rely on you with all her full heart.

Pink or Blue?

Finally, it's time to have ultrasound which can tell the baby gender! Before it, I have to spend so much efforts to prevent myself from buying clothes because I don't know which color to choose.

Today I especially took today off from the work since I knew that I would not want to work after the big news. Even for today's ultrasound check, the main purpose is to measure if everything is fine with the baby, I'm so eager to know if that's pink or blue.

Before we started, Dr. warned us that we may not know the gender result since it all depends on how corporative the baby is. I suddently got a feeling that she or he will show up immediatly. I'm correct. Dr. started with the head to the toe, pointed to us where's face, eyes, mouth, hands, body, heart, leg, and toe. She said that baby is at sleep, though we can see clearly about all hand fingers opened, and leg crossed. The baby behaved angelically and let the doctor get all the needed data without any trouble. When the doctor finished talking about the heart and 4 ventricles, she paused a little bit, then asked if we want to know pink or blue. "Yes, absolutely yes!" we all said the same words and looked at the doctor. "Here's 3 white lines", the doctor pointed to some dark area in the screen, "it's a girl!"

All of a sudden, splendid fireworks displayed in front of me. The great news is like the sunny day, and it sheds its brightness everywhere. After the doctor said everything appears normal, the baby is so corporative that we finished all test in 6 minutes. I walked out the room as if I were walking on air. On the way home, I kept talking about buying beautiful clothes, decorating room with warm colors, and on and on and on.

My husband didn't understand why I got so excited with the girl. He seems fine with either choices, as long as we're having the baby. Even I always say that as long as the baby is healthy, it's always wonderful no matter it's a girl or boy. However, in the deepest of my heart, I want a girl -- I want my angel back. And now she comes. She still loves me and comes back. I'm so grateful for that. This great moment lasts forever. What a wonderful day! It made me feel on top of the world!

Now I can start hurry for the shopping.

Go shopping for my sweetie! We will celebrate tonight:-)

And thanks to my angel to make my dream comes true. Tears of joy.