I did not water my garden very often in the past year, though I planed to do that many times. I had bad luck again: I broke my knee on June 1st( many years ago, that's the date I like a lot for childish celebration). So I was demobilized for a while, and learned how important to be a healthy person. Though I'm so lazy that I wish I could have enough sleep all day, it is hard to image that all my life was limited to my bed, nothing else. Freedom to move around seems so precious.
Sometimes I was wondering if I was cursed. It seems like I have to visit doctor so often in the past 3 years, and every year I would have something major badly happened. Or am I so fragile that anythign can break mine? I was struggling with those pains, physical or mental, all the time. I guess I understood "the importance of living" from different angles. Life is always fragile. I need to live my everyday without regret, happily ever after, or not.
The happiness is easily achieved. It is also easily lost. At the time we were worry about economic downturn, the life is stressful. So many sad stories happened around the bad time, and again, life is so fragile. Sign... We saw more violence happened and happiness was destroyed within a second. The whole world is too big to be changed easily, though I could try to protect my small world.
The happiness is there when a big hug comes. Life is easy if you could satisfy. Life is still full of hope if you try.
